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Post by Rosaline Shade on Mar 5, 2009 10:24:57 GMT -5
Rosaline sat on her bed staring at her scar. She was getting ready to be released. She had asked Alice to keep Emment home today. She didn't want him to see her like this. She bit her lip as she sat there. Alice had called Edward and he called someone to come pick her up. She didn't know who but she didn't care. She just wanted out of here. She hated the fact that her exboyfriend was here with his new fiance. She didn't like her son seeing her like this.
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Post by Kelsi Neilsen on Mar 8, 2009 18:09:36 GMT -5
Kelsi had met up with her old friend, Ariana, to go get Rosaline. She still had no idea why it occured to Edward to call someone to call her to get her but she went along with it. She had gotten Ariana to come along since Ari did have a car. She walked into the hospital, leaving Ariana outside and asked for Rosaline's room. She walked to the room and knocked."Rose? They called me to come get you and I brought Ari up too."
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Post by Rosaline Shade on Mar 9, 2009 9:12:22 GMT -5
Rosaline looked up hearing the knock. "You can come in Kelsi."she said softly. Why would Edward call Kelsi? She barely knew her despite being so close to Ryan. She just felt like dying right now. She didn't care about living. She looked down and sighed softly. "Kelsi...can I ask you something?"she asked her softly.
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Post by Kelsi Neilsen on Mar 9, 2009 15:05:43 GMT -5
Kelsi walked in."Sure,Rose,what is it?"She asked her. Kelsi just wanted to help.
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Post by Rosaline Shade on Mar 10, 2009 10:19:37 GMT -5
Rosaline looked up at her. "Am I an idiot for thinking he would wanna be with me?"she said looking at the bandage on her wrist. She refused to take it off because the memory would pour back and she'd be tempted to do it again. She did still love Chris but he had hurt her and broken her heart. He promised her he would never hurt her and he did. She was more broken then anyone could see. On the outside it wasn't visible a how hurt she really was. On the inside she was blacker then it was at midnight.
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Post by Kelsi Neilsen on Mar 10, 2009 14:49:32 GMT -5
"No."Kelsi told Rose."Everyone deserves love and you two would've been great together."Kelsi told Rose."Everyone has the same chance to be together as anyone else does."
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Post by Rosaline Shade on Mar 10, 2009 20:48:45 GMT -5
Rosaline looked down then back up with tears in her eyes. "I'm not meant to have love. I just know it Kelsi. I mean...look at whats happened to me. I was raped and got a son. Then when I finally open my heart to someone its broken into a million pieces. I gave him my whole heart and he stepped on it. He danced on it and shredded it. I'm not meant to find love..."she said pulling her knees to her chest and wrapping her non bandaged arm around her knees.
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Post by Kelsi Neilsen on Mar 10, 2009 20:55:24 GMT -5
Kelsi sat beside Rose."That was fate. Now, you can either wallow in the past or look to the future."She told her softly and honestly."There are many men out there. I'm sure you can find the one for you...what say you?" Kelsi said as she stood and offered Rose her hand."I can help you, you know?"
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Post by Rosaline Shade on Mar 10, 2009 21:04:29 GMT -5
Rosaline heard her and looked up at her. She blinked the tears away and took her hand. "I'm just afraid of being hurt again Kelsi. I mean look at you. You have Ryan. He loves you more then anything. Everyone around me is happy. Edward and Bella are having a baby. So many people are in love. But I have to go back to a place where I have to act like everything is alright. I got back with this then they will know I tried something. My co-star will hate me forever."She said looking down. Unannounced to her, the prince in the play like her alot. She didn't know it though.
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Post by Kelsi Neilsen on Mar 10, 2009 21:07:16 GMT -5
"You're not alone."Kelsi told Rose as she looked at her friend."Ari has nobody. The only family she has is her older brother."She told her."Ari's trying...but she fails as she can't get past the pain in her past to trust enough to love someone else."Kelsi explained to her."Besides, there's always somebody out there for you."Kelsi said with a soft smile."They won't hate you if they liked you to begin with. They'll just love you all the more."
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Post by Rosaline Shade on Mar 10, 2009 21:23:05 GMT -5
Rosaline looked at her. "Then maybe me and her should get together. Guys just give us heart break. They screw us over and go back and knock up their exs."she said looking at Kelsi. She was upset still. No amount of words could help her.
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Post by Kelsi Neilsen on Mar 11, 2009 5:16:10 GMT -5
Kelsi looked at Rose."Not all guys are that bad. I'm sure you both will find someone."She told her honestly."Hey, how about we get you outta here and we go get some ice cream or something?"She asked her.
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Post by Rosaline Shade on Mar 11, 2009 8:52:41 GMT -5
Rosaline looked up at her and nodded. "Ok. I guess. But this princess will have to wait for her prince."she said softly using her play as an example "Ice cream sounds yummy. I've mostly eaten that jello crap here. I hate hospital food."she said gagging. She grabbed her one small bag and put it over her shoulder. "Alice and Edward packed up all my stuffed animals and flowers. They filled like three boxes of just animals."she said smiling. "Emment is to nice to his mommy."she said softly smiling.
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Post by Kelsi Neilsen on Mar 11, 2009 14:58:26 GMT -5
"Awww."Kelsi said to Rosaline and she smiled brightly."Alright, let's get you into Ari's car...that Lamo Diablo is fast."She told her with a smile."Ice cream always helps you feel better. It has sugar."
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Post by Rosaline Shade on Mar 11, 2009 21:06:48 GMT -5
Rosaline smiled and nodded hearing fast and car in the same sentence. "I love fast cars."she said smiling. "Thats why I love Edward's Volvo."she said smiling then looked at her and perked up at the word sugar. "SUGAR!"she said. Having a son you had to acquire a taste for sugar.
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